I am my worst critic. Sometimes I love myself for being able to see past my vain mental indulgences and other times, most times I hate the way I stand in my own way. Its a habit I have nurtured/condoned for a really long time now and I think it's starting to take its toll on me.
I have created quite a number of blogs in the past, most of which exist somewhere out there, but I have never really had the courage to post. Ahem...point of correction, I have never had the courage to let the only post stay longer than four minutes. Feelings of inadequacy would cloud my mind, I would tear apart my post, word by word, until the next natural thing to do was delete it, to do away with my 'boring', 'anticlimax','lame' post. What would people think?? I only wanted to write that 'perfect' blog post and everything would be fine. I would blog happily ever after. It never did come. Maybe it never does, but who knows...
There is no 'right' way of blogging. There may or may not be a perfect blog post, but I sure ain't gonna find it if I don't blog. Right?
I am done tearing myself down.
This is my attempt at doing what I really want to do, blogging!!
