A Strange Sweet Morning Thought.

''Everytime I sleep, I wake up feeling hooorny'' (I just had to put that Biggie line there seeing as my post is about waking up with feelings.)

OK, I did not wake up feeling horny, I woke up wanting to have someone's baby. Err, who am I kidding? Its not like I am going to get the kid by staring at his gonads long enough. Well anyway I dreamt that I was pregnant with my Habibi's baby, and this is not the first time this is happening so I am starting to get worried. First my mum would kill me if indeed it happened and my dad, well, he would just stare at me in silence until I killed myself. I exaggerate. On the contrary though, I do not think my parents would have issues with me getting pregnant, not considering the fact that I am still in school and the last born among siblings who don't have any kids yet. Hebu I get those thoughts out of my mind already.

''What your mind can concieve, it can achieve''

I know I am not trying to get that thought out of my mind and typing 'concieve' at the same time. Nkt

I asked my sister whether she has any such thoughts and she tells me that ''Uko na dry spell'' with a smirk I would have been better off without. Dry spell?? Hmmm. I tend to think its the fact that we have a date this week,and we spoke jana night right before I slept, and I have missed him oh so much...but still, pregnancy?? I need to get that thought out of my mind! Aarrggghh

''You are what you think you are''
''Dreams are a manifestation of your inner thoughts''


I realise that MAYBE I do not need to stop thinking about it (I know I don't want to anyway hehe) I need to start thinking of it as more of a long term thing if things work out as opposed to 'if I think about it now I will act on it and get pregnant tomorrow.' That and the fact that time can change alot of things, the way one thinks, the way one relates with another etc

Coz that's one very sweet but strange thought I don't think I want to let go of...


#np Habibi Ya Nour El-Ain by Amr Diab
Promise by Ce'cile